Corrie, Shelly, and I went out last night. We were all over the place. Spinoli's, CJ's, Sojourner's, Valdosta Lanes, and we even stopped by Aaron's house. I was hoping Susan would be there, but it's cool cuz at least I got to talk to Aaron. I wish I could hang out with them more. They are seriously funny.

Prom was last night. It sucked, there was no one out because of it. No matter where we went, there was no one. I guess we should have figured that but not even people from VHS were out. Oh well. We still had fun. I think we talked more about sex than anything else. We always seemed to end up back at that subject.

So I talked to Nick on Friday. I told him I wanted him back and he's not sure what he wants. He doesn't want to say yes because he's afraid I'll just break up with him again, which I understand. I mean, I hurt him so much and I can never, ever expect to be forgiven for it. But he doesn't want to say no because he does want to get back with me and he's afraid I won't wait for him. I will.

I'm just really afraid of hurting Kevin. I didn't realize he liked me so much until I got to talking to Shelly last night. I really hate hurting people and it seems to be what I'm best at. What a wonderful talent to have. Yay, yay, rah, rah.

Anyways, I've really got to get my grades back up before finals. I've got two 80's and that's not good! Cuz if I don't do good on the final, then I'll get a C and I will be SO dead. You just don't even know. So maybe I'd better go do some World History homework huh? *smiles* Maybe.

Signed-
*Kristy*